Why Now?

That is the question of the day. The year is 2010. Blogs have evolved into so much more than journals for geeks or Mommies looking for a support system of like-minded Mommies. People support their ENTIRE families writing blogs. So, why now? Why am I starting this blog right now? I've decided that this is the year that my life will change for the better PERMANENTLY and I want to document it. I've recently realized that I've been sabotaging myself just about all of my life with fear. If I wanted to do something really badly, I would find a way to talk myself out of it or somehow ruin it. Look at all the bad things that have happened. You'll just make it worse by trying to change things. Nobody wants to read what you have to say. You are too late to the blogging game. I reject that from this day forth! I've always wanted a blog. I don't want to make a living off of my blog. I don't even need anyone to read it. I just want to chronicle this wonderful time in my life so that I won't forget not one single moment. So I'm starting a blog in 2010. Let people laugh. So there!

Ahem. Sorry.

You may notice my RAH! RAH! RAH! attitude. Don't let it put you off. I have to be excited, you see, because this is the beginning. My plan A didn't pan out, as you can probably tell from the title of my little blog, and now I'm in PLAN B! mode. You know how you are when you have an EPIPHANY!!!! and you are so GUNG HO! I CAN DO ANYTHING! THIS IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! GIRL POWER! and all of that? I know why Plan A wasn't the one for me! I know that I Have To Let It Go for all of our sakes. Knowing is half the battle, right? Yes! I am halfway there!

But, halfway to where?

That is the problem. I don't know what Plan B is. I have no idea exactly how I want to earn a living. I have a few options and certainly ideas but, unfortunately for me (and my poor husband who isn't good with change) I don't have a concrete Plan. You know, with lists and bullets and maybe even a powerpoint presentation. Which is why this is going to be an Adventure! Come along for the ride, won't you?